Monday, April 03, 2006

I think it's over.

It's been long. He was so much a part of me. I'm not too sure how to deal with this. But I think we've come to the end of the road. We're constantly fighting. Nothing we do seems right to the other. It's hard. I'm in this state of limbo. I don't know how to let go and I don't know how to hold on. Either way it hurts. But I am tired of the fighting. I just don't have the energy anymore - mentally or emotionally. It's way too draining. I know it's going to take an eternity to get over. I know it will hurt, it will burn, it will tear me up.


Blogger Mr Teddy said...

hey sweet thing. letting go is just that. not keeping it with you any more.and every burn, hurt and tear shall heal. but hurt only heals when you let it be. take every day as it comes and one day you'll atually find yourself living.
PS take some time off to splurge..........tiramisu would be nice, dont you think?

3:13 PM  
Blogger nick said...

Love takes time to heal when ur hurtin so much... couldnt say that i was blind to let you go... oh cant foregt the pain inside cause love takes time...and i dont wanna be here i dont wanna be here alone...tears are falling down endlessly

4:02 PM  
Blogger spicebear said...

it takes a lot to walk away from something when it isn't working out rather than hang on. it will take time and it will hurt but as teddy said, letting go means letting the hurt be then moving on. check your email/IM

6:07 PM  
Blogger The Devious One said...

if you know in your heart that its not working out - painful as it is..then move on and your decision will better serve your interests at heart in the long run.

@ Teddy - Im with you on the tiramisu...yum !!

@ Nick...and to sooo famousely quote Mariah's song...nice anecdote !

6:53 PM  
Anonymous Guessaurus said...

Kipepeo - You know what? I feel you so much on this coz I know how it feels - take heart girl, just let it slide - better days are coming. Its hard when you have to deal with a LTR - been there, and yes, it was hard, but we all know that we grow and therefore grow apart when we dont see everyday the same way. You are a strong girl I know and you will see the other side of this.

If you need to chat/email - you got my details. All the best.


10:12 PM  
Anonymous Ms K said...

Hey girl, pole. If you want to talk....

Hugs sweetie.

10:01 AM  
Blogger Nakeel said...

Its hard its hurting but with time you going to be the best self.

Many hugs gal

12:24 PM  
Blogger Prousette said...


1:21 PM  
Blogger Machozi said...

hay babe been workin like a dog for some much needed cash since sato jus read your blog...virtual hug babe!!! go wit your heart...lying to your heart is the worst sin of all!

8:16 PM  
Blogger Kenyangal said...

Hello I just found this post.. I am now 6 weeks into a sad and hard breakup and it has been very hard but I am still here and smiling!With time things get better. I would tell you not to be hasty in breaking up and burning your bridges, you might be very dissatisfied with things as they are but take a time out and get clarity so that if you do decide to break up you can do it with no regrets and the recovery process should be a bit easier. All the best!

10:04 PM  

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