I'm back in Finland in like minus 30 degree weather!!! Shock to my system after plus 27 degree temperatures!!!! Thank you all for your good thoughts and prayers for my family and I. It meant alot. I had a true vacation. Didnt even really do anything at all on the net....well that has alot to do with the LOUSY internet connection in Kenya. It takes so long to open a page, I just give up. So I am sooooo soooo behind with blogs. I havnt read anything, so I have to sit and catch up with all your blogs. I feel like I've been left way behind. But I shall be ontop of everything soon enough! Promise!!! I had been away from home for a year. I realise that I have grown. People are so different to me now. As well as that, I realised that I simply cannot be in the same 1 metre radius as my father without it culminating into world war 3 over something or other!! Its crazy. Its nice that I live away from him!! I just can't handle it. But like everything else in life, its just one of those things that I have to learn to accept and move on. After my aunts passing, I realise that I have to take control of my own happiness. Nobody shall interfere with that. I refuse! Life is way to short to be fighting over stupid things. I'd rather stay away from problem areas and be happy thank you very much. Or quite simply ignore those problem zones!! Anway, here is to a new lush year full of great awakenings and things!!!